The Epidemic of Not Knowing Your Soul's Purpose
Mar 26, 2023Everyday I hear from women that they are unsatisfied with their career and desire more. They want their job to have a deeper meaning like knowing that they are adding value and being of service to the collective, feeling like they are using the fullest potential of their gifts๐ and skills ๐ค and receiving an income that brings freedom and security in their life. This idea is not crazy. What is crazy is how normalized it is in our culture to think that this is asking for too much.
Women have been conditioned to dim their light for thousand of years โจ, because it threatens those who are in power. What is more terrifying than a woman realizing she has every power within her to heal, feel and live a full, abundant life? This would mean the destruction ๐ฅ of majority of systems our world is operating in right now ๐คญ. Just take a look at the consumer industry and how dependent everyone is on prescriptions ๐ or products in general. If people knew they had the power within themselves to heal and didn't need these things, they would vanish into thin air โ๏ธ.
So how do we start turning the dial up โ๏ธ on our bright light again to shine and step into our soul's purpose ๐? Although this metaphor makes it seem like a fairytale journey, the real ones know it can be anything but at times ๐. This calls for a massive look at every conditioning and shadow ๐ค we have taken on as our own and deeply integrate it into our being. A death and rebirth ๐. Once you go through this cycle once, you realize the universe has just gotten started. That is right! Once you choose this path, you will experience thousands of awakenings. But I promise that with each awakening, you will feel more lighter and more free ๐ฆ than ever before. It's worth it. Promise ๐๐ป.
So what is our first step, if what I am insinuating is a life long devotion towards our soul purpose ๐คจ? (lol, welcome to the definition of dharma!) The first step to awakening is remembering how powerful you truly are when you tap into your intuitive gifts. If you are thinking... but I am not psychic! ๐ฎ I can't see or talk to spirits ๐ป! While your gifts can and may evolve to this form one day, they actually don't need to in order to start stepping into your power โก๏ธ as the Queen that you are and awaken your intuitive gifts๐. Because, guess what?! You are a Queen ๐ธ๐ผ who knows what her soul purpose is, you just need to remember it . In the Divine Feminine Certification Program, I teach women the seven levels of intuitive gifts you can unlock and embody and lay the foundation for your future soul offerings/business/soul's purpose. A few of them, I can guarantee you are already tapped into ๐.
The first one, you may have already dipped your toes in, is tuning into your physical body ๐ช๐ป. Most start their journey this way by being called to either change their diet ๐ฅ, practice yoga ๐ง๐ผโ๏ธ, incorporate herbs ๐ฟ, commit to a movement practice ๐โ๏ธ or all the above. If you are feeling unclear in your body, then I recommend this course to reconnect and feel light and energetic again.
If you are already feeling groovy ๐ in your physical body, the next step is to tune into your emotions. Gosh - I pray our school systems start teaching this to our children, because it is the most essential element to being a human. The ability to notice, feel, process and transform your emotions unlocks the greatest keys to your soul's purpose .
The reality is that we live in a culture that fears emotions ๐จ. We see this with our bizarre rituals (or lack there of) around death โฐ๏ธ, grief and mourning, as just one example. Or how little we see people sharing their 'not so socially acceptable' emotions in public ๐ค. How often do you see someone crying or raging ๐น in a healthy way? I can confidently say, it is a 'never' for me.
The emotion I see the most repressed in women, who are seeking to connect to their soul's purpose, is anger ๐ก. Say whaaattt? But I am supposed to be a sweet, little, innocent doe ๐ฆ that is very understanding and abstains from violence and fights โ๐ผ, right? There is a massive conditioning that anger is unsafe and unhealthy. Often, we are told as little girls, that it is ugly to feel these emotions and we are awarded for being sweet, lil lambs ๐ค.
But just because you put a cute and soft blanket over your anger doesn't mean it goes away. That anger can manifest as disease in the body (hello chronic conditions fueled by perpetual inflammation + overheated livers) and dissociates us from the body, known as numbing ๐ถ. When we numb, we take away our ability to transform this emotion into our greatest opportunity. Specifically, anger has the ability to transform into your passion ๐. For me, I get pisssseddd off ๐คฌ when someone dismisses my intuitive gifts as 'woo,woo' or my spiritual practices as 'culty'. I absolutely rage when someone belittles holistic medicine as being hippie dippy. Why?! Because, I have felt, experienced and guided others to the miracles that occur when we tune into our intuitive gifts ๐ and use holistic medicine for healing. Without this anger - would I have known that this is part of my purpose? Nope ๐ฎ.
So if you are feeling completely lost as to what your soul purpose is, look to your anger. Allow yourself to fucking feel this emotion. God gave it to you for a reason ๐. Punch some pillows, scream at the top of your lungs ๐ when no one is home...release your rage in a healthy way. When the charge dissipates, observe why you became so pissed in the first place.
Now you may be thinking, um... excuse me? Are you saying I am passionate about the dishes being clean?! LOL. Maybe? But this lil baby step towards releasing your anger will eventually grow to the bigger stuff you've been avoiding. So have that talk with your roomie or S/O, because expressing your feelings is part of stepping into your soul's purpose. Once your anger knows its safe to start letting some other shit go, you may be surprised to find what passionate fire ๐ฅ has been lying there all along waiting to be rekindled.
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