Story Time

I often reflect back to the decade in my 20s where I was partying every weekend  🥳and thoroughly having myself a ball going out to bars, dancing and staying up until the wee hours with my close friends. At the time, something deep within me knew this was unsustainable and it wouldn't last forever. I was right, of course. Sleepless nights 🥱, excessive alcohol intake, poor eating choices took a toll on my increasingly sensitive body and I just had enough one day. Hello Saturn Return 🪐🪐.

It was actually in my Sade Sati (7.5 year stint where Saturn passes over your moon and you learn responsibility, harsh realities 💀 and accountability) that my world needed to start crumbling down 🔥. I no longer found those weekends as fulfilling as they once were and honestly, it bummed me out 😩, because it seemed like the rest of the world was okay with it.

As a truth seeker (Moon in Scorpio 🌙), I needed more depth than the superficial party scenes 🍾. I enjoyed the deep conversations that would come from a 3am late night, but was unwilling to continue my chronic conditions that came along with that lifestyle. So, I channeled my curiosities in everything healing and spirituality 💞 and couldn't get enough.

I had no idea why I was so pulled to ancient sciences like Yoga 🧘🏼‍♀️, Ayurveda and Reiki until I truly got to know the meaning behind them. I started to understand how energy and the unseen world worked. I began to develop a deeper relationship with the divine than my Catholic upbringing could provide and felt like I was unlocking the secrets to life.

Learning the chakra system 🌀in Yoga, a vedic tool to understand the connection between the mind, body and spirit, completely changed my worldview perspective and made me feel so seen in my experience of burning out 🔥 and overworking myself in order to prove my worth (a sacral chakra issue). Ayurveda helped me understand my conditions of amenorrhea and IBS and heal them. Then, came along Reiki, where I had a pull to communicate with the spirit world and develop my psychic gifts 👁.

In my Reiki II ignition, I felt a deep relaxation and pull into an unknown world. Energetic pulses spiraled throughout my body and cleared blockages that no physical diet or practice could heal. Visions became as clear as my waking state, and I felt more connected to a strong voice within me 📣 that was now here to stay and serve as a channel to my ancestors and guides. It was in this training that I realized why I was so pulled to the spiritual world. In the throws of my parting phase, I loved the mystery of the night and the potential of where the night could go 🖤. Now, I was fulfilling the truth of this desire by actually diving into the unknown of the divine 🕊️and surrendering to her.

Like most paths I was intuitively pulled to, they reveal more truths with time. I wasn't just called to learn and practice Reiki to deepen my connection with Spirit, it was to heal my relationship with my divine feminine essence. Reiki taught me to heal my constant cycles of burnout 🫣 and learn how to slow down, to receive 🤲, to activate my intuition and trust in the flow of the universe 🌊. It is wild to see how vastly different my life is just from following my intuition. Whenever I make a major decision, I lean on my dreams, meditations 🧘🏼‍♀️and signs for answers. Whenever I feel myself getting towards exhaustion, I lean on my daily rituals, habits and routines to replenish me. 

Although this sounds like sunshine and rainbows 🌈, it still feels difficult to trust this way of living. I mean- do you know how hard it is to say no to an offer because your dream told you otherwise?! 😂 These are my karmic lessons that reveal more layers to me with each metamorphosis. I don't have all the answers, but I am certainly committed to my growth and evolution. The best part is that I know get to guide women to attune to the Reiki energy and reveal their divine feminine essence. 

Initially, this call may come to you when you are in the depths of burnout and exhaustion and chronic conditions are overtaking your body 😩. When it feels like its difficult to slow down and tend to your healing journey. When you feel more comfortable giving to others than receiving for yourself. When you neglected your intuition for a toxic relationship or work situation and need to get back to your own heart 💕.

Just know that if you are in this place, this is not where your story ends, it is where it begins 🦋. If you are ready to reconnect with your intuition and heal with the magic of reiki, join my Reiki Healing Experience this Thursday, Nov 21 at 1030am pst. In this experience, you will receive the reiki energy to clear energetic blockages and receive intuitive messages from your spirit team. I will additionally share personalized channeled messages for the group. Join here.

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Angelica Rose

The Divine Feminine Healer